A place where I talk to myself.

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

  • My annual leave is finally over and I gotta admit I had a blast in this holiday. Although there is still another big event on new years eve comin' up, a lot of people will be leaving in a week or two.. During the 1 week holiday I had I really felt the relaxation that I needed.

    I definitely partied a lot cos' all my boys are back but I also volunteered in helping out a charity event in Po Leung Kuk. I thought that was a really meaningful thing to me . I got to play with little kids at the age ranging from 3 to 6 years old who had problems with their parents / family etc. We did really simple things like playing games, handing out christmas presents etc. Each volunteer worker had to take care of 2 kids and I had 2 boys who were very naughty! I gotta say their really cute too and I feel really bad for them because I can tell by their looks and actions that they just really wanted someone to be there to hug them and love them. I remember after I picked up one of the kids in my arm, the other one wanted me to pick him up too. So I ended up having 2 kids in my arms and it was tiring as hell cos' they didn't wanna let go.  So I started just shaking them up & down while they were in my arms and they had their laughs and giggles. That really touched me cos' just simple things like that can already make them real happy. One kid saw his mom and started crying and couldn't stop gripping on to one of the workers pants cos' he didn't wanna see his mom.. I really have no idea how much harm that mother did to the kid but it definitely didn't look good. So in the end we gave them presents with simple things such as bag with pens, candies, chocolates, cookies, stickers, note books and bookmarks. I chilled with them for an hour and a bit more and they had to go back into their rooms. The look they had on their faces when they were leaving was really sad cos' one of my kids that i took care of just kept turning back and looked at me waving. Shit's rough.

    That's why most of us are very lucky today. Spend more time with your family and don't waste money!.. What makes most of us happy today?.. Money, nice clothes.. new shoes... new cars.. etc.. but if you look at these kids.. pens, stickers, cookies etc already makes them really happy. Stop BEING so materialistic!

Sunday, 14 December 2008

  • Lately I dwelled myself into something that I never thought would make such a big impact on me.
    Since the first day i knew it wasn't gonna be easy but I never thought about the obstacles ahead or consequences after because I knew the feelings i had were true and I could neglect everything for it. I never thought I was wrong either because just getting to know this person was already more than enough and I am happy for it.

    I'm sure whoever is reading this might have gone through the same shit at some point of time where you really put your efforts in and give all you can to the person you love. Maybe you are waiting for something in return but you should never expect it. The only thing you can do at this point is keep loving the person. It's a strange feeling, even though u know nothing might come back in return, you'd still try to do things for this person cos' in the end, it is the things you do for that person what makes you happy. Weird ay? ..


    I hardly speak out my thoughts but I just felt like writing it out this time just to try and get a fresh breath of air.




Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Tuesday, 09 December 2008

  • Winter is here!! .... Weather is getting really cold and everyone around me is getting really sick including myself. I'm having a really bad cough at the moment and coughs usually takes awhile to heal.

    Recently work & family has been stressing me a lot but again there is always a brighter side to things. There's always a person that you can feel comfortable being with and talk to. This person makes me smile and gives me hope. I'm glad.

    I thought yesterday was a really beautiful day. Breezy weather with sunshine on top was definitely what I needed. Although work was hectic, my day was still fantastic. At night I went to TST East Harbour side for dinner at an outdoor western restaurant. It was definitely not the location I had in mind or planned but because I got lost, I ended up at this place haha. The food was so-so but the setting was really chilled with some musicians playing jazz in the background. One split second I thought I was really old but other than that I actually enjoyed it a lot. After dinner I went to Mong Kok for one of my favorite dessert cold "jee ma woo" with "tong yuen" hehe.

    I went home afterwards and spent time with my family before I hit the sack. I know I won't be spending as much time with my parents soon because all my boys & girls from Canada will finally be back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I waited 1 year for this day to come but I really wish I was on top of Whistler snowboarding now.

    Hmm.. That's it for now of me talking to myself...!


    Again, what a beautiful day : )



Thursday, 27 November 2008

  • Hello to myself.


    I was bored at work today because it was again one of those days where you would just sit there staring at your own computer monitor procrastinating. Luckily I'm allowed to use MSN at work therefore I asked my sister who was also bored in Canada if she knew any blog places I could register.

    I decided to register a Xanga again!! hmm.. This is kinda like going back to 3 years ago where I pretty much just talk to myself or if I'm lucky, I'm talking to readers as well. Writing blogs ain't really part of my interests but I guess it is just something to do when you're really bored and want to speak something out. Either cos' you're afraid to tell someone in person or somehow it just makes you feel better by typing it out. It's actually good to look back at it after maybe a few months or even a few years cos' you can see how life can change real fast.

    Welcome to Blogging again!


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  • "Life gives us brief moments with another... but sometimes in those brief moments we get memories that last a life time."